This is my first attempt at fanfiction Constructive Criticism is welcome but Flames and Fuckery are not.
Subsequent Chapters are posted as comments.
Prologue~
I looked into the blue eyes of the vaguely familiar stocky young blonde man standing before my desk, wondering what his purpose was in visiting the Headmaster of Hogwarts. "Sir, My name is David Evans and I am here to deliver a letter of the utmost importance. Please read the entire thing before asking any questions."
I glanced at the letter but didn't recognize the handwriting. "Why should I read it at all Mr. Evans? I don't know you and I don't recognize the handwriting either...I would recognize the handwriting of roughly half of the population of Wizarding Britain."
"It was written by dict-a-quill sir, the person who wrote it is very ill. In fact, he never meant you to see it yet, but my wife and I thought it best we deliver it right away. Please read it and afterwards if you wish, we need never speak of this again."
So I set about reading what appeared to be a letter of epic proportions...Little did I know.
My Beloved Severus,
They told me not to tell you what I'm about to write here but it has been 18 months since the final battle and time is running out for me...for you it should clear up some confusion as to my actions of the past 3 years. At the end of my 5th year things did not happen as you remember, After I destroyed Dumbledore's office I came straight to your office. At the time I couldn't have told you why but I'm glad I did because it led to the best 10 months of my life...and the greatest treasure I will ever know.
Starting there...I stormed into your office, angry at everyone, screaming that you had killed Sirius and you just stood there, no sneer, no nasty comments,You were quiet and let me rant. After about 5 minutes I just broke down and cried. I thought you would berate me, hex me, slap me or laugh. What you did shocked me..you walked over to me and wrapped your arms around me and held me while I cried my heart out and brokenly confessed that I felt he died because of me, I couldn't shut out the dark lord because I couldn't understand Occulemency and had let my friends get hurt because I wouldn't trust you and the last conversation I had with Sirius I had berated him for his and my father's actions toward you the day of that memory I had seen in the Penseive and for his treatment of you since his escape from Azkaban. I called him a bully and a coward then demanded that he apologize to you..."No excuses. No one deserves to be treated that way." were my last words to him before the fight in the Department of Mysteries.
When I had finally ran out of tears and words, we were sitting on the sofa in your sitting room and you went on to tell me that you had gone looking for Sirius that evening and he had told you of our last meeting and had even sort of apologized, before running off to the DOM even though you told him The Order was already on the way. You explained that if he had done as he was told he would have lived, but when had he ever done the sensible thing? So it was his choice to go and his fault that Bellatrix had hexed him through The Veil. Then you began telling me about how you had known my mum before Hogwarts and how you knew my Aunt Petunia and my Grandparents. When you finished we noticed the time (nearly 2 am) and you decided to let me sleep on your sofa for the night because you said there was another conversation we needed to have but for this one you needed to rest...it was time I knew everything you said.
By the time I awoke the next day you had already told Dumbledore where I was and had Poppy examine me while I was still asleep. I woke feeling refreshed but as soon as I realized where I was reality crashed in and I was violently sick...You banished the vomit, wiped my face with a cool flannel and handed me a glass of ice water without saying a word then summoned a tray with toast and tea. When you made my tea perfectly, I asked how you knew how I took my tea? You said "I've been watching you since you were 11, of course I know how you like it." After I finished eating you asked me if I had any questions before we got started. I asked, "Who are you and what have you done with Professor Snape?" I was only half joking.
Then you told me all about how you became a Death Eater and about your part in relaying the prophecy to the dark lord and your horror upon learning of his targeting my family, Your offer to Dumbledore to spy and your plea for him to protect us...Your devastation when my mum died...you told me that she was your best and only true friend and that you loved her like I love Hermione. Then you told me about your 10 years of spying on Lucius Malfoy, Henry Parkinson, Albert Crabbe and Marcus Goyle and thier associates while teaching with Dumbledore holding the threat of Azkaban over your head...I had already lost faith in Dumbledore for the way he was using me then hearing how he had been and continued to use you as well disgusted me and I decided to tell you everything about me, although you'd hidden things from me you'd never lied to me so I decided to trust you...Best. Decision. Ever.
I began with my earliest memory...my mum screaming and flashes of green light which Remus and I had come to realize was the night she and my dad died...then the flying motorcycle ride with Hagrid to Little Whinging....doing chores, eating only table scraps when I was allowed to eat anything, getting beaten for imagined wrongs and living in my cupboard until my Hogwarts Letter arrived addressed to The Cupboard Under The Stairs...this is where you became enraged, I thought for a moment that you were angry at me but apparently you were angry at nearly everyone except me...Dumbledore, Minerva, Poppy, Aunt Petunia, Uncle Vernon and suprizing to me Yourself. After I finished telling you of all that happened after I came to Hogwarts, you were crying, once again I was shocked. You decided we needed to eat lunch just before my stomach rumbled, that was the first time I ever heard you laugh.
After lunch you asked if I had anything more to tell you and I decided to tell you my biggest secret...."I'm gay!" I exclaimed and you just raised an eyebrow and said "I guess Witch Weekly will have to console thousands of poor females when that is announced." I had expected derision and disgust the way the boys in my dorm spoke about homosexuals but you surprised me again. After the non-event of my coming out to you we sat in silence for a while and then you began telling me what had angered you earlier...You had been told (by Dumbledore of course) before I began at Hogwarts that I was just like my father I had been spoilt and pampered and my school records appeared to show a contempt for authority. You asked what I had been writing during my first Potions lesson and I recited your first years introduction speech verbatim...I wish you could have seen your face. You told me that you had thought me arrogant for not having read anything in preparation, you didn't know that I hadn't even been able to see my books until the ride on the Hogwarts Express. After what I had told you that day and the night before you had realized that Dumbledore had deliberately misled you on some points and outright lied about my childhood...Though the Hogwarts Acceptance Letters were addressed with a form of the Quick-Quotes Quill, Minerva should have checked them (considering the sheer number of them sent) and should have known something was wrong and the fact that Dumbledore sent Hagrid to collect me for my trip to Diagon Alley proved to you at least, that Dumbledore knew at least some of the details of my childhood...And you thought with the time I spent in the infirmary that Poppy should have realized I was suffering from long term malnutrition unless she'd been Confunded...That's when you decided that you would not let me return to #4 Privet Drive alone and That was when I began to fall in love with you, Love not lust. It was the first time I had ever known that someone had done something to protect me from the Dursleys.
After you explained to me that I had been Occluding all along by hiding the abuse and my sexual orientation, you said you'd tell Dumbledore that you'd give me Occulemency lessons over the Summer hols and you could keep an eye on me that way, Dumbledore would have to believe we hated each other but that was going to be the easy part since I couldn't tell Ron or Hermione the truth either...I laughed and told you that you knew more about me than either of them or even both of them put together. After we had worked out our plan and gotten our story straight I returned to Gryffindor Tower to face my friends, no sooner had I stepped through the portrait hole than Ron and Ginny were asking me what had happened, I told them what we had agreed upon that I had stormed into your office, yelled at you and destroyed your office the way I did Dumbledore's but that you had made me clean it afterwards. Ron lost it and started in on what a bastard you were and Ginny tried to physically comfort me and I just wanted to get away so I snapped at them and told them that I just wanted to rest. I went to the dorms, took a shower and went to bed, spelling the curtains shut and putting up a silencing spell...the last few days before the hols were uneventful until the morning we were to leave. Minerva called us to her office to inform me that you would be teaching me Occulemency over the summer, I used my anger at Dumbledore to throw a Hagrid sized tantrum while you checked her for hexes, curses and past Obliviations. Then we went to the infirmary where you insisted that Poppy give me a check up while you attempted to check her, when she asked what you were doing you swore her to secrecy before telling her what you had discovered, she sat quietly while you scanned her and she was livid when she read the results....multiple Confundus, 2 Imperio and 5 Oblviations...Minerva had been Obliviated twice and Confunded many times...Poppy volunteered to allow you to Legilimize her find out who was behind it. As if we didn't already know. You made an appointment to do the Legilimancy for Saturday in 2 days time. You asked to borrow my Invisibility cloak and told me you'd meet me at the Dursley's.
By the time I arrived at the Dursley's home that evening Uncle Vernon had already blackened my eye and split my lip and he was far from done as I started up the stairs to my room he grabbed my trunk and pulled me backwards down the stairs. To mine and Uncle Vernon's suprize you removed my cloak and caught me before I fell on the stairs. I thought he'd have a heart attack as you introduced yourself and announced that you were staying for the hols...He bellowed "Now see here, you freaks aren't welcome in my house and you're not allowed to do magic here, Dumbledore said so." You replied that while I was not allowed to perform magic being a year and a month from my seventeenth birthday, You were a fully grown and trained wizard, possessing a double mastery in the subjects of Potions and Defence Against the Dark Arts and you most certainly could and would perform all manner of spells, hexes, curses and charms as needed...He reached inside his pocket and pulled out what looked like a cigarette lighter and roared Dumbledore at it, then looked at it like he was expecting it to speak...which he was but it didn't, you told him that Dumbledore sent you and started up the stairs with me and my trunk but he said "No! Put the trunk in the cupboard, None of that freaky stuff in my house! I won't have it!" You told him that I needed my books and supplies and you'd be responsible for my trunk and me, to which he replied "Well you can feed him then, so we won't have to waste food on him." Before I could blink you had him pressed against the wall with your wand pressed between his chins hissing at him "You've never provided for him, not even those things which cost nothing, you've worked him like a slave and dressed him in cast-off rags. You've beaten and demeaned him. I should hex you and your sorry excuse for a family to hell and back." He passed from red in the face to purple and thundered..."Dumbledore told me that I could do whatever it took to humble him, except permanent marks or damage. I lived up to my part of the agreement." At this you confunded him and apparated us to my room..you cast a locking spell and a silencing spell then you started furiously transfiguring my entire bedroom into the most luxurious place I'd ever seen after handing me some Bruise Paste and a damp flannel. After you finished you called Dobby and asked him to bring us some dinner. We ate and read for a while and then you opened the wardrobe to reveal a bathroom almost as big as the Prefects bathroom and just as luxurious you asked me if I'd like to go first, I told you to go ahead and tidied up while you bathed. When you stepped out in your pajamas and robe is when I fell in lust. Your hair was shiny, clean and fell in waves to your shoulders, and you were Built (you still are despite the recovery time from Nagini's bites) Broad shoulders, muscled chest tapering to a flat stomach, a trim waist and an absolutely georgous arse. I escaped to the bathroom where I showered, indulged in a fantasy of you wrapping your hands around my cock and balls, stroking, twisting and pulling til you swiped your thumb across my cockhead and I exploded...when I came back out you were already asleep so I went to sleep as well.
I awoke the next morning to the sound of Aunt Petunia pounding on my door and screeching " Boy, fix breakfast Now before Dudders wakes up!" You shushed me and answered the door wearing only your pajama bottoms. "Morning Tuney, I regret to inform you that Mr. Potter is no longer your servant...Didn't your disgusting whale of a husband tell you?" She looked at you in shock with fear evident on her face, then recognition slowly crossed her face..."You!" She screeched "Snape! You followed Lily around for years! What are you doing here?" You replied that you were my professor and you'd be teaching me this summer and that the Dursley's would be leaving me alone. Her face twisted, and she said "We'll see what Dumbledore has to say about that." You asked her "Who do you think sent me here, Tuney?" and then you slammed the door in her face When you turned around I shocked us both by throwing my arms around your neck and kissing you right on the lips...it started out innocent, a Thank You kiss but as soon as our lips touched my heart thundered,my cock hardened and I moaned...you might have opened your mouth to protest but before you could, I swept my tongue into your mouth and as soon as our tongues touched, You wrapped your arms around me, pressed our bodies together and took control of the kiss and I came, my knees weak and my head spinning. You held me til I could stand and when you let me go and cast a cleaning spell on me, you told me we couldn't do this yet. That until I turned 16 you could go to Azkaban for touching me in a sexual way. You took a step back, looked down and said "We will discuss this later Harry there are things you must know first however." You turned and went to the bathroom and when you came back out you were dressed for the day. You pointed out the wardrobe and dressing room in the ensuite and after I was ready we ate a delicious breakfast delivered by Dobby and we made plans for the summer.
You told me of the spells you had cast on #4 Privet Drive before Uncle Vernon arrived with me. The revealio spells proved the blood wards useless after my 4th year. There were also some odd supression and compulsion spells cast on the property and apparently on Dudley as well. You had cast a spell that preventd magical objects from working inside the wards and that was why Uncle Vernon's communication device didn't work the night before. After we apparated to my room you cast spells to prevent the Dursley's from remembering to contact Dumbledore and Truth revealing spells.
We decided to investigate the supression and compulsion spells and why some of them centered on Dudley. The first thing we had to do was to find him so you transfigured your robes into muggle clothing, jeans and a button down shirt (which showed off your mouth-watering body to perfection) and we set off to find him. We checked the park, the shopping center and the school before deciding to take the run-off short-cut where the dementors attacked us the summer before and that's where we found him sitting near the attack site. I almost didn't recognize him, he'd lost 2 stone and had grown at least 6 inches taller...I introduced you and asked him why he was there. He replied that ever since the attack that he'd been having strange dreams and had been feeling like something was missing. I asked if he would let you legilimize him to see if you could find out what was wrong and he agreed, the results were mind boggling...Dudley Is A Wizard...His powers had been bound 4 times by Dumbledore with his parents permission...he had been put under multiple compulsions to hate magic and to hate me which he had broken most of them on his own in the past 10 months. You asked him if he wanted you to break the rest of the compulsion spells and he said yes, after you removed them he asked if you could unbind his magic, you said yes but we'd have to have a mediwitch there when you did it...we'd let him know the next day when we could do it. The three of us had lunch at the local deli Dudley's treat, before heading back to #4 separately.
We spent the rest of the day reading and discussing what we needed to do the following day until Dobby arrived with dinner. I asked him if Dumbledore knew that he was taking care of us and he said that no, he was doing it because I was his wizard, like Kreacher was now my elf as well. I asked what he meant and he said "I's bound myself to you after the snake man hurt you last year and Kreacher is yours because You is the Black Heir since the Dog Man died." That was a shock. I didn't know Sirius had a Will or that he had named me his heir. We needed to stop by Gringotts the next day as well. After dinner was cleared away, You went to take your shower and get ready for bed while I tidied up and as soon as you finished I showered and we went to bed...I awoke sometime after midnight because I heard you moan and I leapt up thinking you were in distress only to see you rocking back and forth on your side. You were panting and moaning in your sleep and when you moaned my name I realized I was rock hard and you were dreaming of me...a few minutes later while you moaned through your orgasm, I came as well completely untouched. I laid back down after cleaning myself and slept through the night.
About 5:30 am the dark lord was in a mood and was punishing his inner circle minus one...Pettigrew, Malfoy, Crabbe and Goyle were gathered at Malfoy Manor, apparently He had sent them to find a ring that was gone when they arrived and he was Crucioing each in turn. I awoke in your arms, it was the first time you had seen one of my visions in progress and it had terrified you, I threw up over the side of the bed and after you banished the sick you summoned an anti-nausea potion and a pain potion for my headache...after they kicked in I tried to make a joke about never sleeping again. You froze and asked me if I was always asleep when the dark lord entered my mind and I said the only time he had entered my mind while I was awake was when he possessed me at the Ministry and that I'd been able to drive him out by concentrating on my friends and the people I love.....You cursed Dumbledore and Yourself for never asking before, I told you Dumbledore knew and you cursed him some more then you told me that Occulemency was useless to me because his invasion of my mind wasn't any form of Legilimency...I asked what the connection was and you said we'd have to research it but you knew where to start.
After breakfast we got ready and apparated to the Alley nearest to Gringotts, we entered under a Notice Me Not spell and went to a door that was marked Inheritances, a goblin approached us and asked if we were there about the Potter, Black or Prince Inheritances and You asked "Prince Inheritance, wasn't that line disinherited?" He answered "No Lord Prince, it has been held in trust since you were 10 years old by Albus Dumbledore. As has the Potter Inheritance since Lord Potter-Black was orphaned." You asked if anyone had removed anything from our vaults and the goblin asked us to wait while he summoned our account managers...he returned with 2 ancient goblins, who introduced themselves as Gragnok and Martauk and showed us into an office and asked us to be seated. They produced 2 blank parchments and asked us each to place a drop of blood on the top right corner of the one in front of us. After we did this writing began appearing on them and Gragnok began to tell us that no one had taken anything from our vaults, but Albus Dumbledore had attempted to access your vault once before you began at Hogwarts and the schooling vault set up by your grandfather had never been touched. However, Dumbledore had attempted to access my vaults over 50 times since October 31st 1981. They detailed the other attempts to enter the vaults both before and after I began at Hogwarts, showing us letters supposedly written by me and even a vial of blood used to attempt to obtain a waiver he never received because the blood showed traces of Dreamless Sleep. While they had been explaining this our parchments continued to grow until yours stopped at about 6 feet long, mine continued to grow. Martauk informed you that this was an accounting of your various vaults, investments and real estate holdings. I asked Gragnok "On a scale from Weasley to Malfoy, How rich am I?" He laughed, (and Merlin that was a scary sight) and said "You surpass the Malfoys by a factor of 10." I think I forgot how to breathe there for a moment. My parchment finally stopped at around 12 feet and Martauk informed you that you were also weathier than the Malfoys by a factor of 5. They then presented us with our lordship rings and our parchment scrolls and asked us if we would like to inspect our vaults, we declined as we had our appointment with Poppy to get to and took our leave..Taking care to use the proper form of address with the goblins of course.
Poppy was waiting for us at the appointed meeting place, Spinners End. You legilimized her and found what we expected, every year when she had examined me she had found chronic malnutrition, unexplained injuries and bound magic . We hadn't expected the bound magic. We told her about Dudley and she offered to be there to help unbind his magic and mine as well. She told us that Dumbledore had been injured retrieving some sort of magical artifact and was unlikely to survive the year. We assumed it had been the ring the dark lord had been so angry about. We ordered lunch from Dobby and explained to her what we had found out at Gringotts. She informed us that Dumbledore was under her medical supervision confined to his quarters at Hogwarts, so this was the perfect time for us to heal Minerva and confront him. We left for Hogwarts immediately after lunch.
We found Minerva in the staffroom. After we had sworn her to secrecy and explained the situation you undid the Obliviates and Confundus curses she told us that she had argued against my being placed with the Dursley's and Albus had Confunded her to keep her quiet about it,when he found out my mum had sent her a list of people to raise me should my parents die, he obliviated her and took me to the Dursley's. The 2nd obliviate occurred in the middle of my 4th year after Minerva had heard a private conversation between Ron and Molly Weasley. Molly had been berating Ron for ending our friendship then she started reminding him of Dumbledore's plans for me and thier family...particularly Ginny and I...There was a marriage contract signed and sealed in one of the Black Vaults...This was where I butted in "I never signed any marriage contract!" Minerva said "Of course you didn't, Sirius did and when I aked him about it he didn't know what I was talking about so I assumed he was Imperiused and Obliviated. Albus heard us discussing the contract and Obliviated us both." We discussed the lack of direct proof of Dumbledore's crimes, and decided with Poppy's permission to dose him with Veritaserum and confront him.
Poppy prepared Dumbledore's potions and preceded ahead of us to his chambers...after the potions took effect she broght the rest of us in. You had a recording device you placed on the bedside table. We then questioned him about why he had placed me with the Dursleys and he said that he needed me humble and grateful so I would do as he wanted me to. We questioned him about the binds on mine and Dudley's magic, he said that the Dursleys had asked him to bind Dudley's magic to make him Normal and he'd bound my magic because it was too powerful and he was afraid that if I were to know how powerful I really was I wouldn't obey him. We asked about whether he had known of the abuse at the Dursleys and whether he had an agreement with them about it, he said yes, but they'd have killed me or worse if he'd not made an agreement with them. We asked him about our inheritances and why he'd never told you of your Prince legacy. He said your mother had never known that her parents had named you heir and when he couldn't access your vault he'd just forgotten about it...As far as my inheritance was concerned he was searching at first for my fathers invisibility cloak, because it was one of 3 magical objects he needed to kill the dark lord and he already had one of them won from Grindelwald, The Wand of Destiny or the Deathstick...He'd found the Resurrection Stone in the Ring he'd found at the dark lord's grandfather's home just yesterday, but he couldn't use it, when he'd tried it had blasted his hand and the damage was spreading. "You found the Hallows of Death and attempted to use them?" Minerva shouted. Dumbledore looked at her with disdain and said "The Deathstick was already mine, I assumed that I could wield the others and kill Voldemort." "What about the marriage contract between Harry and Ginny Weasley?" Poppy asked. "Sirius signed it under the Imperius curse, it's invalid...The goblins refused to accept it." I asked him if all the Weasleys knew about the plans he had made for Ginny and myself and he said "No, only Molly, Ginny and Ron know." So we had gotten the information we needed...We debated Obliviating him (I'd later come to wish we had) and after giving him the Veritaserum antidote, You and I apparated to our room at the Dursley's. From the sounds downstairs, War had broken out while we were gone.
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